I guess I misunderstood part of the story from Wesley’s hunt. In my last post I had said that Wes could put his gun outside the blind and touch the buck. Wally re-explained it for me when he read my blog last night. The deer were outside Wesley's blind in the middle of the field. Wesley was watching it from Gerry's blind at the edge of the field and near the tree line. So… if Wes had been inside his own blind, then he could have put his gun outside the blind and literally touched the big buck!
I learned two lessons here. One, Wesley should have stayed in his own blind! Two, Wally should proof read my hunting posts!
ha ha, very funny!) Honestly, my mind must be stayed, anchored to the Lord and His word. To get to that point of trust again, I had to do some praying and just flat out admit that those things are wrong, they are sin. I had to tell the Lord I was sorry for not trusting Him enough to take each thought to Him in prayer. I asked Him to help me change some things that gets my mind out of whack in the first place. There you have it…repentance! 
You can also Google Zane Godby and read about his progress.
